| Wednesday, October 5th, 2005 |
| 12:25 pm |
nothing but black
my life sucks i feel so alone and rejected all my friends turned on me and my friend who said i am like a sister is now ignoring me i just want to curl up in a ball and cry |
| Saturday, June 11th, 2005 |
| 12:27 am |
hey it is me again i hate my life today is my b-dy no one can guess how old i am?lol well my dad decided my b-day is no big deal he is leaving to get drunk well no prob wit it but it is my b-day don't i matter oh well no one cares bout me if they say they do they are liing i am tired of getting broken i might just give up on the world to bad emily cant c this she thinks i am all happy and shit but i thought i was a friend it looks like ambers more of a friend i just cant tell emily that. she always excludes me now that we are out of school some friend now huh? also my frind megan seems to hate me now i called her today and she is like i cant talk i have things to do and hangs up without sying happy b-day i am sick of life i might as well as give up Current Mood: everyone hates me |
| Monday, May 16th, 2005 |
| 8:28 am |
i know it has been hella long time since i wrote. how u all been? i still havent got a hold of my cousin to beat the shit out of him but i dont think i ever will he is scared to leave his house! I am also having guy troubles but n-e-ways who cares! my friend asked me u kno when ppl r having sex and they say yes yes do french ppl say oui oui(wee wee) (it means yes in french) ???? Current Mood: ditzy |
| Friday, March 11th, 2005 |
| 12:26 pm |
me I am 58% Idiot. I am an idoit. Not as much as most. There are even people out there that annoy the hell out of me. What was I talking about? I AM A IDOT BUT IT ITS FUN IM ALSO A DUMB BLOUND BLOUNDS HAAVE MORE FUN WEA MARE PARTY ANIMALS |
| Monday, February 28th, 2005 |
| 8:41 am |
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| Thursday, October 21st, 2004 |
| 11:47 am |
IO found out last night that my step cousin tought my little 5 year old how to french kiss he is 14 thta is gross and she has been having night mares for the past mounth poor girl he is already a rapist at 14 years old he crawled under the sheets with a young girl and was called on so i penciled last night i cut with a pencil |
| Wednesday, October 20th, 2004 |
| 9:50 am |
Hi feel free to read this it aint pretty but life is shaping up my dad is never around and my stupid step mom is a bitch but if you dont know yet my real mom died when i was only 4 i never knew her i have a stupid life but thta is that and i have a stupid project to do on suicide it is funny i tried it once but that is in the past |
| Monday, October 18th, 2004 |
| 9:02 am |
My weekend was ok for a hour maybe but my aunt died four in the mourning saturday my dad was off work for two days because he was drunk as a skunk heis going to some stupid counselor but like itis going to work but good thing i did not cut but oh well |
| Thursday, October 14th, 2004 |
| 9:36 am |
no
i cut last night because my friend got into a accedent and is really hurt but i think my best friend megan is mad at me because of this but i wanted to be honest right it is a part of friendship |